Remember those walls I built?
Well, baby they’re tumbling down
And they didn’t even put up a fight
They didn’t even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But, I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It’s like I’ve been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin’
It’s the risk that I’m taking
I ain’t never gonna shut you out!
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You’re the only one that I want
Think I’m addicted to your light
I swore I’d never fall again
But this don’t even feel like falling
Gravity can’t begin to pull me back to the ground again
You know you’re my saving grace
I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I’ve become pretty nostalgic thinking back on the the strong bonds I feel with my girls - Channell, Shay, Melissa, Aurianna, Latora, Brianna - we hardly speak and see each other through IG and or Facebook. I can’t tell you what they’ve been up to or vise versa. Melissa and I talk more often than not and of course Vonnie, but everybody else I miss dearly.
Sigh…my baby’s about to be six next month and I feel old and unaccomplished. A few of my friends have found solice in their significant other and family they have with them, so it seems as tho there’s no need for outside kinship. Shit maybe I should get used to that and drown everything in my relationship with my wonderful man, my ever so loving son, and personal goals…but then what?
Maybe it’s that part of growing up that I haven’t grasped completely. Our worse, lol coming to the reality that there isn’t a then what, but instead build on that creating an “our” life. God forbid it’s both I’d surely die LMAO.
I can not sleep!!!!
i will never not find this funny
Boy am I living that to its full potential